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While our Orthodox Mission, Holy Lady of Vladimir, still holds weekend services at Queen’s College, this post is about our domestic chapel of St. Nektarios.

I’m not a great photographer, but I wanted to show you how the domestic chapel of St. Nektarios looks now. I had written about our house chapel last year, but, to my great joy, we’ve made some additions.

My father is a very accomplished carpenter and I had been telling him how I wanted him to make us an iconostasis for our domestic chapel. Because we didn’t have proper church furniture the icons I painted of Christ, the Mother of God and St. Nektarios were relegated to the side of the chapel instead of in front of the altar. So, I was in a hurry to have something made.

The original plan was for my father to take measurements when he and his wife visited us in the Fall (of 2016). However, we ended up deciding on the spur of the moment, two days before dad was to leave, to build stands instead. Off we went to the hardware store to rent a table saw and buy supplies.

While dad started on making icon stands from scratch with no pattern, his wife Angela and I went to the fabric store. She’s a talented seamstress and equally as enthusiastic about fun projects as my dad and me and so she thought she may be able to sew some coverings on my sewing machine while dad built the stands.


I regret that there is no photo evidence of the state of my backyard while dad and I assembled the stands together: he sawing and hammering, me sanding and crack filling. (Fr. John would have been there to help but he got called away on a pastoral matter). It was a ton of fun and I was more than ecstatic about the way the chapel would look once we were finished.

In short order the icon stands and the Proskimidi table were ready, the coverings were also ready. All Fr. John and I had to do was varnish/ stain the wood (which we’ll do in the summer – when we can do it outdoors), hang the coverings, and acquire gold crosses to be attached to the fabric. We were able to get the crosses during our trip to the mainland in October; we attached them with fabric glue, but we have yet to attach the large cross to the altar covering.

There is still more to be done. I would like to buy three oil lamps to hang from the ceiling above Christ, Panagia and St. Nektarios. But, I’m trying to not be rash in furnishing the chapel, one thing at a time. I also plan to cover the large wooden candle stand with painted canvas like I’ve marveled at in Orthodox monasteries. (You can sort of see an example of a canvas-covered candle here; it’s to the right, in the middle of the smaller candles).

This particular candle stand (shown below before the “Royal Doors” – or where Royal Doors would be) represents the fiery sword that prohibited entrance to Eden after the Fall. That is why it is placed here in front of the Royal Doors during the Divine Liturgy, after the consecration, while the priest communes.


You can see all the snow outside the window. This photo was taken at Christmas

Words can’t express how grateful I am to have a chapel in my own home (something I always wanted). My gratitude is doubled by the fact that Fr. John has an Orthodox chapel in which to hold daily Morning and Evening Prayer, not to mention vigils.

I’m a vain sort, but I’ll be honest and say that ever since my father built the icon stands and the chapel took on more of “chapel” look I try and make sure I never miss a Vespers service (I’m unable to attend Matins because of work). It’s a comfort to stand in the oil-lamp lit space and pray in front of icons that we have collected during our travels, and moreso in front of icons that I had the honour to paint.

The icons I painted – pictured in the below collage – are as follows: (Top left corner) St. Gregory Palamas (he is to Christ’s right in the photo). Below that is an icon of St. Demetrios (this is a copy of an icon I painted – my godson has the original); Christ the High Priest and St. Nektarios (as well as the Mother of God depicted elsewhere); St. John Maximovitch (bottom left) – which I just finished last week; and St. John the Theologian (bottom right).

It comes as a great consolation to me to have the icons I painted – icons that took me countless hours to paint – in our chapel. I can’t speak for other iconographers, but for me, when I paint an icon I don’t feel ownership over it. I may be a bit more critical of my own work than I would be of others, but at some point the icons I paint stop being my work and become the countenances of the persons depicted. And yet, I know each inch of the icons in intimate detail, they are so personal and yet so distinctly their own. It’s hard to explain, perhaps I’m just babbling. So, I’ll suffice it to say I’m deeply humbled that images I painted with my own unworthy hand now adorn an Orthodox chapel. I thank God for my talent and hope He accepts my offering.

Lastly, I want to say while I love our domestic chapel, my joy would more than quadruple if our parish were able to establish a proper Orthodox church here on the island of Newfoundland. Amen, so be it.

Please keep us in your holy prayers!

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Elder Ephraim with his mother, Gerontissa Theophano

My own preliminary comment: Below is a very beautiful article posted on Pravoslavie, compiled and translated with love, I’m sure. May God forgive their sins for the hard work and spiritual care that went into presenting this information. I encourage you all to take the time to read this. It’s very touching and inspiring. May we have Gerontissa’s blessing!


On Gerontissa Theophano, the mother of Archimandrite Ephraim of Philotheou and Arizona

by Olga Rozhneva, Olga Zatushevskaya                                                                                    Translated by Jesse Dominick Pravoslavie.ru  11 / 11 / 2016

(Source) The Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the Greek island of Thassos is a podvoriye of Philotheou Monastery on Mt. Athos. Gerontissa[1] Theophano, the mother of Elder Ephraim of Philotheou and Arizona, spent the final years of her life there and departed to the Lord on February 27, 1986. The gerontissa of the monastery, Abbess Ephraima, blessed us to record stories of Gerontissa Theophano, as well as recollections about her from sisters of the monastery.

In the Monastery of Archangel Michael and generally in Elder Ephraim’s spiritual family everyone calls Gerontissa Theophano “Grandma.” “Grandpa” is Elder Joseph the Hesychast, the spiritual father of Archimandrite Ephraim, and “Grandma”—Gerontissa Theophano. About how this common woman, spending the large part of her life in the world and having raised three sons, one of whom became an Athonite abbot and great elder, ascended to such spiritual heights, we will try to speak in this article.

We hope that the example of this Orthodox Christian, having combined within herself the virtues of motherhood and monasticism, would inspire our God-loving readers, both laity and nuns, to try to imitate her measure of strength in podvigs and prayerful labor. We also hope that readers of this article will come to love Mother Theophano, and begin to turn to her for prayerful help and beseech her intercession and teaching, undoubtingly believing that she has found boldness before the Lord God, Whom she so loved and Whom she sincerely served with her whole heart until her final breath.


Gerontissa Theophano (left) with Gerontissa Macrina

Person of prayer

Gerontissa Theophano (in the world Victoria Moraitis) had true maternal love for people. Her character was strict, but with love. She was severe first with herself and only then with others, with those whose souls were given to her to care for by the Lord, for her children and the young novices. Gerontissa was a person of prayer, and moreover was quite merciful and gracious, despite her severity.

She was always a faithful woman, regularly going to church, but in early childhood she lived without any special podvigs and had no elder who could direct her in the spiritual life. She loved to visit new places and go on various trips. But after a fire in her house, and after a miracle associated with this fire, she turned to Christ with her whole heart. Soon afterwards the Lord sent her a spiritual father.

“All together we’re not worth one Victoria”

As is known from Elder Ephraim’s book My Elder Joseph the Hesychast, Fr. Ephraim (Karaiannis), a disciple of Elder Joseph who had left the Holy Mountain and settled in the city of Volos, became her family’s spiritual father. He became the spiritual father of the community of which Victoria and her friends were members. Some of them got married and others chose the monastic path in life. Victoria stood out among them; she was so modest and God-loving, and had such a gift of prayer, vigil, and philanthropic works that her spiritual father Elder Ephraim said of her: “All together we’re not worth one Victoria.”

Podvig in the world

Victoria’s husband, Dmitry Moraitis, was also a believer. He went to church but didn’t have the same zeal for God that his wife had. However, he never put up any obstacles in her spiritual life and podvigs. For example, Victoria constantly labored in fasting, both during and outside the Church fasts. Preparing to receive the Holy Mysteries of Christ, she, according to pious Greek tradition, kept the so-called “triimeron”—a complete three-day fast, eating absolutely nothing for three days. At the same time she had to do all of the necessary housework, and raise her children. After three full days of abstention she communed of the Holy Mysteries of Christ and would eat a little food that day, to begin again the next day preparing for Communion, and, accordingly, to begin a new three-day fast.

At night she often awoke and arose to pray, locking herself in the kitchen. She prayed on bended knee, with tears and many prostrations. Her son John, the future Elder Ephraim, would say to her: “Mama, when you finish praying, wake me up and we’ll pray a little together.” Thus, from childhood, thanks to his mother, he loved nighttime prayer. When he was small it was hard for him to pray for a long time, but he tried to arise and pray at least a little bit, as much as he was able.

As I already said, Gerontissa Theophano’s husband allowed her everything connected with fasting and the spiritual life, but himself did not seek to emulate her in her podvigs. He was a so-called “moderate Christian.” He had his own work—a small carpenter’s workshop, where he worked with his sons, from an early age teaching them his craft and dreaming of leaving them his workshop as an inheritance. In the end this work was inherited by Elder Ephraim’s older brother Nicholas. He works there to this day, now together with his sons and grandsons.

In Wartime


Elder Ephraim’s family

Dmitry and Victoria had four children. First they had a daughter, Elena, born in 1924. Victoria was an orphan, and before marriage she had to clean the neighbors’ houses to feed herself. So from eleven years old she was out in society. One of the women she worked for was especially kind to her, took care of her, and even helped her get married. When Victoria had a daughter, she named her after this woman, Elena. Elenitsa, as they called her at home, died in early childhood. Then three sons were born to Victoria: Nicholas (1926), John (the future Elder Ephraim, 1928) and Christos (1930).

During the Second World War Greece was occupied. A famine began in Volos and other cities. They had to collect and gather grass to survive. Additionally, the peaceful inhabitants were constantly in danger from the occupiers, but Victoria’s prayer saved her family and children in these difficult years. More than once the future elder and his brothers avoided death literally by a miracle.

In these years, to help his parents somehow feed the family, John and his brothers would haggle for every little thing at the city market: bagels, quinine, buttons, matches… One of these days, when John and Nicholas had just gone off to trade, the market was surrounded by Germans who seized everyone there, saying that everyone would be immediately shot. Just a few minutes before, Nicholas had briefly left the market for some necessity, and therefore he wasn’t captured, but John was among those whom the Germans took to be shot.

At that last moment the residents convinced the Germans to release at least the women and children. John was about fifteen years old, but he was short and thin from hunger and of weak health, looking younger than his age. In Greece in those years the young boys wore short pants, like shorts, in winter or summer. The elder was a head shorter than the boys his age and at fifteen still wore these short pants. In those years clothes were generally worn for a long time, literally to tatters. It saved him: thanks to his children’s clothes, small stature and thinness he passed for a child, and at the last moment they released him together with the women and other children, and the Germans shot all the boys and men that day.

Another time at the same market the soldiers captured and beat the elder’s older brother Nicholas half to death, for no reason.

They often saw people hanged in those days. In those years they lived in an atmosphere of constant fear and terror. Only faith and prayer supported Victoria and her family. When the bombing began, all their neighbors fled to the bomb shelter or hid in basements, but Victoria stood on her knees before her icons and prayed. So strong was her faith.

Notice from the Lord

From the very beginning Victoria knew that one of her children would become a monk. She received two notices from the Lord about it. Here’s the story about how I learned about these notifications. When I spoke with Gerontissa Ephraimia and the sisters of the Monastery of the Archangel Michael they couldn’t exactly remember what kind of notice it was.

Then Gerontissa Ephraimia concluded: “There is only one way to find out how it was: we have to talk with someone that Gerontissa Theophano personally told about this event, with some person who knew her well in her lifetime.” Then I mentally asked Gerontissa Theophano and Elder Ephraim to send me such a person, because I didn’t want to write something not corresponding to truth.

On the last day of my stay in Greece, when I was at one of the elder’s monasteries, the Monastery of the Ascension of the Lord in the village of Proti in the district of Serros, a group of pilgrims from the city of Volos came there—the birthplace of the elder and Mother Theophano. Among the pilgrims was Elena Ksenia; learning that I came from Arizona, she spoke with me and said she had been a spiritual child of Elder Ephraim since she was twelve (she is now sixty-five). Immediately after that she began to tell me, of her own initiative, the story of this vision, for which my own narration would not be good enough. I recorded the story in her words:

“Gerontissa Theophano, whom I met in Portaria, once told my mother about how the Lord had sent her two signs about Elder Ephraim. They were like visions between dreams and reality. The first time she saw three crowns flying to heaven. Two of them were laurel crowns, and one was golden and this crown flew in the direction of the Holy Mountain. She was pregnant then and didn’t know then how many children she would still have.

When her third child was born, the future Elder Ephraim, in the first forty days after birth, one day, also between sleep and waking, she heard a voice: ‘Victoria, come forth, look at your son, an elder, who came from the Holy Mountain.’ She thought in amazement: ‘How can it be? I just bore this child! When did he manage to become a monk?’ But still she went outside and saw the elder: her newborn child a few days from birth, but in the form and image of a hieromonk, in full abbatial vestments, decorated with flowers and gold.”

“Not halfway, but completely and exactly as demanded”


Elder Ephraim in his youth

Knowing that John should become a monk, Victoria was especially exacting towards him. But she was a loving, albeit strict mother. The elder’s brother Nicholas notes that she always demanded that the children precisely carry out her instructions: “Not halfway, but completely and exactly as demanded.”

In 1947, Elder Ephraim left for Athos. His father didn’t want to let him leave the house and didn’t bless him to become a monk: he needed a helper at the carpentry workshop, where there was always a lot of work. Then John’s mother helped him secretly leave. She went against her husband’s will in this case, because she knew that the will of God was that her son become a monk.

When John turned nineteen and the family’s confessor, Fr. Ephraim, blessed him to go to Athos, his mother helped her son prepare in secret everything he needed for the trip. His father, knowing his son’s strong desire to leave for Athos, strictly controlled him and required him to report in on where he was and when he would return. At that time there were catechism courses at their parish, something like a school for youth, which John regularly visited. His father didn’t allow him to go to these lessons, which his spiritual father, Fr. Ephraim, held. On the day he left for Athos his mother advised him to write a note to his father that he had gone to the catechism class and would return later. In his talks the elder would say that even this corresponded to reality: for how many catechetical lessons did he have to endure on Athos in the beginning?

John left a note, grabbed the things he had prepared and headed on foot for the port, to the pier to get on the boat to Athos. His father, returning from work, asked Victoria where their son was. She showed him the note and, having read it, he calmed down. However, later, when the hour had passed when John usually returned from the lessons, his father got worked up and began to interrogate his wife. In the end she was obliged to reveal the whole truth. Then his father, angrily shot back: “This will not be,” grabbed a bike and dashed for the pier, hoping to catch up with his son and bring him back home. Along the way he fell off the bike and hurt himself pretty badly, such that he was in no condition to continue his pursuit. He had to return home with nothing. In his conversations the elder concluded that, obviously, it was the will of God that he got on the boat that day and sailed for Mt. Athos.

Accepting the monastic tonsure

He wrote his mother just one letter from Athos, in which he wrote: “Here, mama, we don’t wash ourselves with water. We wash ourselves with tears.” Then there was no news from him for many years. As we know, the first time the elder left Mt. Athos, according to the last will of Elder Joseph, after his death, was to visit his hometown of Volos, and take upon himself the spiritual direction of the sisterhood which at that time lived in one house in the village of Stagiares in the Pelion region. It was then that he met his mother again, and, as we know, she didn’t even recognize him—so much had the elder changed over the years, spent in ascetic labors.

In 1962, with the blessing of Elder Ephraim, the sisterhood from Volos bought a small plot in the village of Portaria on the mountain in Upper Volos to build a monastery there. There was no monastery there before that. The miraculous icon of the Mother of God which had been in the house in Stagiares before that was immediately transferred here.

After transferring the icon to the new place they began to work on building repairs, and the beautification of the territory, and in 1963 the sisterhood relocated to Portaria. Soon Elder Ephraim celebrated the first tonsure in the newly-constructed monastery—over his own mother Victoria, who was named in tonsure Theophano, and her friend who was named Matrona. Elder Ephraim named his mother in honor of the blessed queen Theophano († 893/894), the wife of Leo the Wise. The elder greatly reveres her and therefore named his mother in her honor, and after her many of the elder’s abbesses and nuns also received this name.

The first and best novice

After her tonsure, Gerontissa Theophano did not stay in Portaria, but returned home for some time. By this time her husband, Elder Ephraim’s father, had already died, but her youngest son, Christos, was not yet married. Gerontissa lived at home with her youngest son until he got married, and then finally relocated to Portaria, to the monastery.

Soon after the tonsure of his mother, Elder Ephraim tonsured Maria who he named Macrina—she became the abbess of the monastery in Portaria. Gerontissa Theophano was her sponsor in the tonsure, and therefore Matushka Macrina considered her her gerontissa and spiritual mother. For many years in Portaria they shared one cell and continued in joint prayerful podvigs, as they had done in the world, in Victoria’s home, locking themselves at night in the kitchen, to spend hours kneeling in collective prayer. They were great women of prayer. The locals bear witness: they saw how two pillars of fire would rise from the monastery at night to Heaven—the prayers of Gerontissas Theophano and Macrina.

Thus Gerontissa Theophano became the first and best novice of her own son. As the nuns say, she had true obedience and unceasing prayer, and therefore she had a lot of temptations.

Gerontissa was always the first to church

Gerontissa Theophano lived in Portaria until 1983. By that time her health had worsened, and the climate in Portaria did not suit her. Then, because of her sickness, Elder Ephraim decided to transfer her to the newly-opened Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the island of Thassos.


The Holy Monastery of Archangel Michael (island of Thassos)

During the final period of Gerontissa Theophano’s life in the monastery on Thassos, the sisters said that she was always the first to church. She always stood during the services, never sitting anywhere. In Greek churches, in addition to stasidi along the wall, usually there are rows of chairs, usually in the back but sometimes in the front of the church, and the faithful periodically sit down to rest, because services in monasteries are very long.

Gerontissa Theophano always prayed standing with her prayer rope, never letting go of her prayer rope. Because of her unceasing prayer she endured much from demons who she heard and saw firsthand. She told the sisters that only had she just entered her cell to rest before the night services, and lied down upon her bed, when demons came to her, not allowing her to sleep. They called her: “Hey, old woman! old woman!” and pulled her from every side, tossing her blanket, and she saw them. Once they pestered her so much that she absolutely could not fall asleep in the evening. They finally left her not long before the beginning of the service, and matushka dozed off. Then came the pounding on the semantron[2], gathering the sisters for the service. Seeing that she hadn’t come to the church, Sister Isidora went to her cell to wake her. She began to knock on the door of her cell, and Matushka Theophano thought it was the demons again harassing her, and answered from behind the door: “Go away, stop hitting me!” Later she said the devil beat her all night, not letting her sleep.

The final test

When gerontissa turned 92 (Decemebr 20, 1983) she had a stroke and became paralyzed. Until the very last day before her illness she independently took care of herself and helped in the kitchen, making food for the sisters and teaching them how to make prosphora and various other household things. She was a great homemaker, and whatever she undertook turned out well. Moreover, she was very hard-working, never stopping for rest, all the time either praying or working.

The first Lent after her stroke everyone thought she would die. Elder Ephraim came to Thassos from the Holy Mountain and spent forty days—the whole of Great Lent—with his mother. He saw a great number of demons all around her, who gave her soul no rest. He began to fervently pray and beseech the Lord to deliver his mama from the demonic powers. By his prayers, Gerontissa received relief from her illness, came to and remained lucid until her blessed repose which occurred two years later. In one of his recorded talks, Elder Ephraim talks about his mother’s blessed repose.

Elder Ephraim’s story about the blessed repose of Gerontissa Theophano


Elder Ephraim at his mother’s grave

“The climate on the island of Thassos suited her better than in Portaria, so I moved her there. She gradually drew near to the end of her life. Two years before her death, at the age of 92, she was paralyzed. From that time she didn’t completely raise herself from her bed. But, glory to God, as the Gospel says: And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life (Mt. 19:29).

This is what happened with my mother: during her illness she was surrounded by caring daughters—the sisters of the monastery who took care of her with great zeal. And where in the world will you find such love now?! Her nurse, one of the sisters of the monastery, so loved my mother that there are no words! She was so nice, so kind, and even slept together with her, head to head…

When a crisis came during my mama’ illness, something happened which happens very rarely, but when it happens it’s only with spiritual people for the sake of testing them and for gaining experience. It happened one night. Mama was as if dead already several days—she didn’t eat, didn’t drink, and didn’t open her eyes. She didn’t drink a single drop of water. She was dehydrated, with closed eyes—how dying people usually look…

When she was in such a state I was there with her, together with the nun-nurses and Gerontissa. It was dark, lampadas were burning. The night before, at about the same time, her eyes opened at some point. She opened her eyes and looked around, as if she was expecting something to happen or that already happened, with some kind of uneasiness, as if listening to something, or seeing something or someone. This was the first time after being unconscious for so many days that she showed some attention to the world around her. Lying, because she was unable to move, with open eyes, she looked all around, to the right, left, up, and down. And as the moments flowed by, her face more strongly revealed a state of terrible agony and terrible fear—a whole river of fear. I saw such fear reflected on her face as when some killer is drawing near with a knife, ready to cut you.

I began to cover her with the sign of the Cross, repeating aloud the Jesus Prayer to calm her. I understood that what was happening was a demonic temptation. After a while the danger passed, and the invisible powers departed. Mama calmed down, and she was still conscious. Then I asked her: ‘Mama, what happened? What’s with you’—‘Oh… so many, they are so many!’ And from that moment mama began to pray: ‘O Mother of God, save me! O Mother of God, save me!’ Day and night! From that point her mouth never stopped. Day and night she besought salvation from the Mother of God.

It is striking that she had no thoughts, only prayer—sick people usually easily succumb to thoughts. By her way of life—constant podvigs and labors—mama acquired exceptional patience, and this patience helped her maintain prayer this whole time. I asked her: ‘What happened?’—‘The Mother of God helps me!’ And again the prayer continued: ‘O Mother of God, save me! O Mother of God, save me!’

After some time, when the torment was over, she completely calmed down and shut her eyes. The next day at the exact same time her eyes again opened. The same fear and agony was again displayed on her face. The exact same scenario happened again. It was all quite excruciating.

Then I wondered: why does the devil have authority over this holy soul? I, of course, understood that this temptation was allowed so she could obtain a crown, that through this ordeal she could acquire boldness before God. And at some point, when she was in such a state, I said to myself: ‘It’s not fitting that this should continue. It’s time to end this.’ I went to my cell, got on my knees and began to pray: ‘O Lord, I beg Thee, do one of two things. Either take her right now, that she could have peace already, because she is worthy of peace, or banish the devil away from this holy soul. She has already labored for Thee so much, and now her time for rest has arrived.’ This is how I prayed.

When her eyes opened again the next day at the same time, she was calm. ‘Mama, how are you?’—‘They left…’ The trial was over. From that very moment began the blessed final period of her blessed life. Days passed in this blessed state. Her appearance gradually changed, she became more and more beautiful. Of course, this beauty was not physical, but spiritual. I wanted to photograph her. The grace in her was clearly apparent. Thus she gradually drew nearer to death.”

“I saw how her soul ascended unhindered to Heaven”

“The following year, after Nativity, in Christmastide, I went to the monastery to see her again,” continues Elder Ephraim’s narration. “She spoke and understood what was happening, and unceasingly repeated the prayer. In the final moments of her life her face was transfigured, blessedness shining upon it. She turned to the right, revealing her widely shining eyes and glanced off to the side as if she saw something there. In that moment I felt such Paschal joy in my soul, such resurrection, as if I had suddenly gathered the grace of ten Paschal nights.

It was the first time I felt this in my life. Of course, when my elder Joseph departed to the Lord there was something special then too, but here it happened with my own relative. I felt such happiness at that moment, and also felt and saw … I don’t know, in what manner it happened, but I saw how her soul ascended unhindered to Heaven.

When the doctor arrived he couldn’t believe that she had already died—she looked so alive. Her body was warm and soft, like the body of someone living. ‘Lord, have mercy! I can’t believe it!’ the doctor exclaimed. It was incorruption. I told the doctor that Christ said: death is but a dream, and every person will awaken on the day of the Second Coming at the sound of the archangel’s trump.

When the doctor left, we sewed her up in a monastic habit, with three crosses sewed on top. Meanwhile I continued to feel such strong Paschal joy, that I wanted to go out on the street and sing ‘Christ is Risen!’ She was so beautiful after death. She was 95, but she looked like she was 15. It was the result of her whole life, all her labors; it was a reward for all her labors.”

Her relics were found to be “very beautiful”


Gerontissa Theophano’s grave. There is no cross because her relics have been removed

Gerontissa Theophano’s grave at the cemetery. There is no cross on it because her relics have already been removed.

The sisters of the monastery told me that when Gerontissa Theophano’s coffin was carried to the monastery cemetery, sheep came and doves flew over. The sheep managed to get themselves out of their pen, ran to the grave, all bleating at the same time, and turned around and ran back to their pen. Then from somewhere above their appeared a flock of doves which flew over the grave and disappeared into the heights.

Her relics were found to be “very beautiful.” In Greece the tradition still exists of taking bones around the third year after death and placing them in an ossuary—not only on Athos but in other monasteries and even among the laity in regular cemeteries. By the color and smell of the relics you can hypothesize about the postmortem state of the soul of the departed. For example, there are cases when the body does not dissolve, or the relics emit a foul odor—then it is considered that things are bad for the soul of the departed and it stands in need of prayerful help. Family members begin to order forty-day prayers for the dead and distribute alms for the repose of the soul. There are particular signs by which you can know that the soul of the departed found grace from the Lord: an amber color to the relics and a sweet fragrance emanating from them. It even happens that the relics of some Orthodox acquire incorruptibility.


The Elder with his mother’s holy skull

So, when they opened Gerontissa Theophano’s grave, her relics were fragrant and had the most amber color, by which it could be determined that her soul found salvation. A reliquary was made for her head which is now kept in the Monastery of the Archangel Michael on the island of Thassos.

Through the prayer of holy fathers, O Lord Jesus Christ, our God, have mercy on us!

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From a Presentation by the Very Reverend Abbot of St. Anthony’s Monastery, Archimandrite Paisios, to the San Francisco Diocese clergy conference at St. Anthony’s Greek Orthodox Monastery in Florence, Arizona. Spring, 1998.


Many Christians during the first centuries of the Church were moved by a holy zeal to forsake the world and distribute almost all their belongings to the poor or to a common treasury, and then lived a secular life, praying and reading the Holy Scriptures. They usually lived not far from their own families. By doing handicrafts, they earned what they needed for their basic living necessities. They distributed the little money that was left over to the poor. These people were called “ascetics.” This way of life developed even more during the following years, and from this mode of living the monastic life was born. Women who wanted and desired to dedicate themselves completely to God confessed before witnesses that they desired a life of virginity and thenceforth lived—in the beginning—with their parents, who provided for their livelihood. Later it was customary for the virgins to live together in “Parthenons,” Pachomios the Great organized monasticism for women more perfectly and founded many monasteries for men and many for women.

The monastic life was called the “apostolic life” in the ancient church.  It imitated – and still imitates – the life of the first Christians, who lived under the direct or indirect spiritual direction of the Apostles.  In essence, it is a life of repentance and purification of the heart from our passions, while fulfilling the commandments of the Lord.  The beatitudes of the Lord find their fulfillment in monasticism, and more generally in ascesis, just as in the time of the ancient church.

The ascetical life of the monasteries is just like the ascetical life of the first Christians.  We find in the Acts of the Apostles that the faithful “continued steadfastly in the apostles’ doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of the bread, and in the prayers… All who believed were together, and had all things in common, and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need.  Continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food. . .” (Acts 2:42-46) And later we find another similar testimony: “The multitude of those who believed were of one heart and one soul; neither did anyone say that any of the things he possessed was his own, but they had all things in common.” (Acts 4:32)

Sozomenos writes in the Ecclesiastical History that the Jews who became Christians led a philosophical life, as he called it – their way of life was just as we see it organized today, says Sozomenos, by the Egyptian monks.  They imitated as much as they could the Prophet Elias and St. John the Baptist.  “They forsake belongings, relatives, friends; they live outside of the city in sacred houses called monasteries, in which they conduct august sacraments and worship God day and night.  They do not eat before sunset, or they eat once every three or more days.  They abstain from meat and wine.  There are old virgins living with them…” We see that ascesis was never limited only to men.

In an account of St. Justin the Philosopher, in the second half of the second century, the saint describes the life of the Christians which is similar to that of the first Christians; “We bring whatever we have to the common treasury and we distribute it to whomever is in need.”  Their spiritual life was such that, according to St. Justin, they would not even contract marriages, except for the sake of raising children, or they would set aside marriage to keep complete continence.  In other words, the monastic way of life, according to the saint, was a normal phenomenon.

The Lord’s words, “All cannot accept this saying, but only those to whom it has been given,” were actually meant to help his disciples strive for a life of celibacy.  Thus, according to St. John Chrysostom, the Lord presents the issue of not marrying as a great and significant achievement in order to attract them and exhort them, since the Lord wanted to inspire the desire for celibacy in them.


IMG_0725     Then, to show the possibility of virginity, He said, “There are eunuchs who were born thus from their mother’s womb, and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven’s sake,” that is, they destroyed the evil thoughts and purified their heart.  In this way He led them with these words to prefer celibacy, as St. John says.

Celibacy existed in the beginning of the creation of Adam and Eve.  St. John Chrysostom describes the life of Adam and Eve in his eighteenth homily on the Book of Genesis: “At the outset and from the beginning the practice of virginity was in force. However when due to their indifference they disobeyed and sin began, that lifestyle was taken away.

Also in his work On Virginity, he describes the life of Adam and Eve saying: “It was deemed necessary for him to have a helpmate, and it came to be, yet not even in this manner was marriage considered necessary.  It did not even appear, for they lived without marriage, abiding in paradise as if in heaven, and enjoyed the pleasure of associating with God…. Thus did they live in that place, adorned with virginity.” So it was natural for Adam and Eve to live in virginity and in continuous communion with God, since, as St. Nicholas Cabasilas says, “Adam and Eve were created in the image of the Incarnate God the Logos. Christ was the archetype. The Old Adam was not the prototype for the New, but the New Adam was the prototype for the old.  St. Gregory Palamas and St. Maximos the Confessor say exactly the same thing. In this monastic life, the life of celibacy, mankind has its beginning.

Therefore, monasticism is not something foreign to the Church; it is not something that began much later. Celibacy is the life that Christ the Prototype of the old Adam, wanted mankind to live.

When the Church was besieged by blasphemous heresies, the monks and nuns greatly contributed to fight against them. They fought against and hated the dogmas of the heretics, but sincerely loved the heretics. With sincere love in imitation of Christ they brought the heretics back to the bosom of the Church. The sacrament of communion was the final, the crowning stage of the heretics’ return to the Church. However, without the complete rejection of the heresy, this was impossible. Their confession of faith in the decision of the Ecumenical Councils was considered a basic prerequisite of the expression of the orthodoxy of the monks. The catholicity of the Church during the era of the Ecumenical Councils is lived in the eucharistic assembly with obedience to a bishop, as well as through the unconditional acceptance of the decisions of the Ecumenical Councils. The voice of the infallible Church is expressed both through the Ecumenical Councils and through the other regional councils, whose authority is acknowledged by the universal Church’s conscience.

The champions of these decisions were the monks, distinguished for their orthodox faith. Since heresy appeared as a threat to the unity of the Church, the bishops, being responsible for their flock, sought the help of spiritual men to confront the heresies. St. Anthony the Great was summoned from his mountain by the bishops many times to help confront the Arians. St. Makarios was called upon by a bishop to help him against Ierakitos. The nun Melani was active in Palestine. Besides all the other public welfare institutions and women’s and men’s monasteries she founded, she brought about 400 schismatics back to Orthodoxy, who belonged to the sect of the Meletians. Likewise, she worked with other spiritual men to bring all the Spirit-fighting heretics of her area back to the Church. In the book of Barsanuphios and John, the faith in the Ecumenical Councils is praised and extolled. In Palestine, St. Efthymios and St. Symeon the Stylite brought Evdokia back from the anti-Chalcedonian heresy of Dioscoros to the Universal Church. And along with her, a multitude of people deceived by Theodosios returned to the Orthodox Church.

The confessors of the Orthodox Church Sts. Savvas and Theodosios the Abbot also engaged in similar struggles. St. Savvas not only anathematized the leaders of heresies – Eutuches, Nestor, and Severos – but also “supported” the council of Chalcedon. Countless other monks struggled for the authority of the Ecumenical Councils and against the heresies. Not only did monks and hieromonks struggle for them, but they also took part in the Ecumenical Councils. In particular in the Seventh Ecumenical Council, out of the 350 Orthodox Fathers, 136 were abbots and monks.

Even the emperors themselves believed in the positive role of the monks to bring back those who had gone astray from the Church, “which is one.” The letters of the emperor Marcian to the Fathers of Sinai which exhort them against Theodosios the heretic, show the conviction of the emperor that the peace of the Church and the return to her of those who have gone stray was possible through the sound advice and support of the monastics.

The ascetic monastic fathers of the desert, having traversed the path of their spiritual journey free of deception, that is, by passing from the purification of their soul, and progressing to illumination and theosis, in other words to the state of beholding God, to the true theology of our Church, were able to present the truth successfully against errors.


IMG_0730     Our Church honors marriage in Christ as well as virginity in Christ. So when a monk or nun criticizes or despises marriage, he shows that he does not have an ecclesiastical mind-set (phronema), since he criticizes something that the Church blesses. A true monk never criticizes the blessed state of marriage. And of course a married person should not criticize monasticism because this also shows a lack of an ecclesiastical mind-set (phronema). Divine Grace is acquired by the monk with virginity in Christ, while by the layman with a marriage in Christ. But in either case, a struggle, ascesis, is required, according to Orthodox teaching.

St. John Chrysostom teaches: “Those who live in the world, even though they are married, ought to resemble the monks in all ways.” “You are greatly deceived if you think that there are things that are required of laymen and other things of monks…. All are equally accountable.” St. Basil the Great says in his Ascetical Works: “Submission to the Gospel is required for all men, both for monks and for laymen.

How much, and to what degree must each and every person apply himself in order to attain salvation?  According to Father Justin Popovitch, “all of God and all of man, nothing less. It is not measured by just how much is needed and who gives more but God gives all of Himself and man must give all of himself, and in this consists salvation.” And this again applies to monks as well as laymen.

Monasticism expresses the apostolic life of the ancient Church as the continuation of that Church. It is the heart of the Church. But because the world does not provide the capability for people to live in it evangelically to the degree that many would want to, they withdraw from the world, aflame with a divine inspiration, which for several people is uncontainable, for even in their sleep they keep the commandments of the Lord. They withdraw from the world not out of self-love or cowardice or to avoid assuming worldly responsibilities, but out of a purely holy desire to be freed of their passions and that their heart be cleansed, so that they be united with Him Whom they yearn for.

“A Monk,” according to St. Nilus of Sinai, “is he who, withdrawing from all men, is united with all men. A monk is he who regards himself as existing with all men and sees himself in each man. The more a monk overcomes the world, the brighter shines his grace-filled rays and the greater the number of people who can be warmed and illumined by them. From his isolate cell, he sees deeper and becomes familiar with his fellow human beings and grows far closer to them in heart than is possible for those living in the world, for he sees them all and is united with them in God.”

Monasticism is similar to the first apostolic parishes, not only in their common belongings and common daily prayers, but primarily in their common therapeutic treatment. In the ancient Church, the catechumen would pass through the stage of purification, would be enlightened in Holy Baptism, and would even reach theosis. In a similar fashion, a novice monk struggles in the stage of purification and repentance, as the catechumen would, and when his repentance is completed, he enters the stage of enlightenment with the “Second Baptism” which he receives, that is, in his tonsure, and then by the grace of God, he proceeds, if God wills it, towards theosis. If we study Orthodox Monasticism, we would understand how the first apostolic parishes functioned.

The parish life can be inspired by the monastic life. “Angels are a light for monastics, and the monastics are a light for laymen,” according to St. John of Sinai. The monastery reminds the faithful that the commandments of the Lord are common, they apply to all. It drives them on towards new spiritual struggles. Some even experience a spiritual rebirth, according to just how receptive they are to the Grace of the Holy Spirit.

The monastery is a clinic, in precisely the same way that the first apostolic parishes were. The uncreated grace of God perfects man. Once man achieves the healing of this soul, he lives the tradition of our Church; he becomes a bearer of Tradition. When the great Fathers of the Church, who were for the most part monks spoke about purification, illumination, and theosis, they spoke as ones with the experience of the uncreated light; they lived this reality, they lived this tradition of the Church, they lived Orthodoxy. And Orthodoxy, according to Father Justin Popovitch, is: “life and experience of grace, and through this grace, knowledge of God and men.”

The monks, and all Christians, who are cleansed of their passions, find the cure of their soul become the most social of people. And since they themselves have found interior peace and perceptibly know what it means to be a temple of the Holy Spirit, they are able to guide others as well towards the purification of their soul. Spiritual guides are not limited merely to the clergy or to the monks and nuns, but all clergy and laity, married and celibate, men and women are able to guide souls towards perfection if they themselves have been purified of their passions and have attained the state of enlightenment. Or even if they are still in the stage of the purification of their soul, they are able to help.

The love that one has towards monasticism, towards the apostolic life is proof that one lives Orthodox tradition. It is love towards the essence itself of Orthodoxy and this is why all the saints loved ascesis.

The ascetical life is our effort assisted by the Grace of God to apply the commandments of Christ. As St. Gregory Palamas has said ‘ascesis is primarily the evangelical life which is based on repentance. It is man’s preparation for his union with Christ. The commandments of the Lord are directed to all married and celibate, without exception. The only difference is that monks pursue the more perfect application, according the words of the Lord, “If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and come and follow me.”

Ascesis along with repentance requires bodily effort. As Abba Isaac the Syrian says, “The nous is not glorified with Jesus Christ if the body does not suffer for Christ.” When by means of an ascetical life man is united with Christ, or at least is progressing towards this communion and union, then he is able to see within himself how the achievement of the image and likeness of God is brought about. When man struggles, he simply shows his good intentions to God, and it is the uncreated grace that performs the ineffable union.

When a monk, or a Christian, lives properly, that is, when he progresses spiritually and passes through purification and attains enlightenment, and progresses in accordance with the will of God towards theosis, then he lives Pentecost. He comes into direct contact with Christ through His uncreated energies, which has an impact on the whole world for a person’s spiritual rebirth, as the Fathers of the Church understand it and as it is lived primarily in monasticism, is noticed by all of creation. He effectively benefits all of creation. His teaching, his life, his behavior, his entire spiritual world are all different. He reflects the eternal life, the new life that Christ brought to the world. This new man is what we, too, are called to live in order to see in practice the difference between the genuine Orthodox Christian and the life of a worldly man.


IMG_0791    The transfiguration of each soul takes place also with constant repentance. In beginning His work to save the world, the Lord preached repentance.

A monk through constant repentance renews his baptism. According to St. John of the Ladder, the tears of repentance are a second baptism, a reconciliation with the Lord, and a purification of the conscience. According to St. Isaac, the fruit of the inner man begins with tears. This is why tears are a sign of true repentance, and they are required of all Christians. But there are also other kinds of tears. According to St. Isaac, there is “an order of tears which belongs to him who sheds tears unceasingly both night and day …. The eyes of such a man become like fountains of water for two years’ time or even more. But afterwards he enters into peace of thought and purity of heart. And once he enters into it, it shall abide with him till death. And God raises up the fruit of the Spirit in him. And in this present life he perceives, dimly somehow, and in a figure as it were, the change nature is going to receive at the renewal of all things.” This marks the completion of the heart’s purification process.

The saints of our Church know that divine Grace abides in and transfigures our soul with a desire for struggling, with humility – which is the basis and foundation of the virtues – with watchfulness, and with prayer.

The prayer which the monk uses above all, more than all the other prayers of the Church is the so-called Jesus prayer, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me.” It has tremendous power when it is used constantly and with zeal, and primarily when it is used under the super-vision of an elder who possesses this prayer, that is who has experience of how it acts in the soul of a person. The Jesus prayer contains a confession of the God-man and a confession of our sinfulness. In this combination of these two truths lies the whole spirit of our Orthodoxy. With time, the Jesus prayer guides us towards Christ-like humility, which, according to St. Maximos, guides us to the two-fold knowledge: the knowledge of the omnipotence of Christ and the knowledge of our own weakness. The ignorance of the omnipotence of Christ and the ignorance of our own weakness constitute pride.

The Jesus prayer purifies the nous of thoughts and fantasy, an indispensable prerequisite without which man does not achieve the knowledge of the truth, the knowledge of God, in other words, does not fulfill his purpose as a Christian. As St. John Chrysostom says, this prayer illuminates man with uncreated light. “Prayer done with zeal is light for the nous and soul… It is an unquenchable and continuous light.” However, it is not achieved without labor and temptations. In fact, according to St. Isaac the Syrian, “Reckon every prayer, wherein the body does not toil and the heart is not afflicted to be a miscarriage.”

When prayer, and in particular the Jesus prayer, is done with zeal and persistence and under obedience, it brings man to “true knowledge of God, it is an intercessor between God and men, a physician of the passions, and antidote for illnesses, peace of soul, a guide that leads to heaven, it is communion and union with God. And man’s soul is directed towards God, enlightened, and is thoroughly brightened by His indescribable light.” The monk constantly strives to occupy himself with prayer and mainly with the Jesus prayer, lest he be found unworthy of this divine conversation and end up spiritually lifeless and dead. For the Jesus prayer to purify the soul of man, it must be said without ceasing. This work is not only for monks. Praying without ceasing is for all Christians, according to the Apostle Paul. St. Gregory Palamas as Archbishop of Thessaloniki taught the same thing, that ceaseless prayer, the Jesus prayer, it not only for monks, but for all Christians, as well. But for man to make progress in the Jesus prayer, stillness and seclusion are indispensable aids.

In the Gospel, the Lord often went out into the wilderness to pray. “Why did he ascend the mountain?” asks St. John Chrysostom. And he answers, “In order to teach us that solitude and isolation are good things when we want to come into contact with God. The wilderness is the mother of hesychia and it keeps us far from all noise.

All the hours of the day are appropriate for prayer, but the nighttime hours are most suitable. The night has darkness and quiet, essential aids for the execution of prayer. This is why monks prefer the nighttime hours for noetic prayer and their communication with God. The wilderness has shown forth tens of thousands of saints of our church.

The monk gives priority to the person. Ascesis delivers him from thoughts, the imagination and the passions and by the grace of God he acquires peace and becomes a fountain of peace for all the world. “Find peace within yourself,” says St. Seraphim of Sarov “and thousands all around you will be saved.” He means here not just those who come into contact face to face with such a person but also those far away are changed and become partakers of the grace of such a saint, and turn towards God. This is why today the world needs such people more than ever before.

“Perhaps,” St. Silouan writes, “You will say that nowadays there are no monks who would pray for the whole world; but I tell you that when there are no men of prayer on the earth, the world will come to an end and great calamities will befall: they have started already.”

External stillness must be accompanied with interior stillness. The beginning of the development of the passions and of one’s fall is thoughts, which proceed from a soul lacking peace. The imagination is also a diseased condition of the soul. Of course, in our Lord the New Adam, and in Adam and Eve before the Fall, these did not exist. When we initially undertake by the Grace of God to cure of soul of its illness, a real struggle is required so that we do not, according to St. Dorotheos, “remain all the time rotting in our thoughts.” When a monk joins ceaseless prayer with endless vigilance and complete spiritual obedience to an experienced elder, then he gradually achieves the purification of his soul, and “the purity of soul,” according to St. Isaac the Syrian, “is the first gift of our nature; and without purity of the passions the soul is not healed of the illness of sin, nor does it acquire the glory which it has lost through the Fall.”


IMG_0823     Since we have briefly mentioned the virtues which we as Christians must work at, it would be good to mention also the virtue which is the mother of all virtues, obedience, which without great toil brings all the virtues chained together.

Obedience is a great mystery of our Church, as St. Silouan has said. “The Holy Fathers,” according to St. Silouan, “ranked obedience, which is in essence humility, above fasting and prayer.” In a broader sense, we must have more obedience to Church Tradition and to the visible point of organizational unity, that is, to the bishop and to the canonical structure of the Church. However, more specifically, spiritual obedience to a spiritual father who has reached the state of illumination and theosis renders the disciple, in proportion to the faith and obedience he has towards his elder, a recipient of the uncreated energies of God, through his spiritual father.

“He who has cut off his self-will and put himself under obedience in all things to his elder and his confessor has an unfettered mind… and obedience brings him all the virtues and gifts one by one. He who has true obedience fulfills all the commandments and becomes like Christ who was ‘obedient unto death, even the death of the cross.’ The Holy Spirit loves the obedient soul,” according to St Silouan, “and quickly comes to know the Lord, and obtains prayer of the heart…. And thus
God gives His wisdom and anything else the obedient soul asks of Him.”


  The Church today, the world, is passing through a very serious crises, a crisis both moral and spiritual. The problem in the world today is man – the individual. If man by means of ascesis purifies his nous from thoughts and fantasies and then his heart from the passions, then the Grace of the Holy Spirit comes permanently to his soul, and in this manner he becomes at peace with himself and with God. He comes into contact with God and is at peace with his fellow man and with all of creation. The achievement of one soul being cured of his passions means a positive change to all of society, it is a beginning of the cure of all society. This is primarily what monasticism – the apostolic life – has offered and continues to offer to the Church throughout its history, either by word or through silence, to those who draw near.IMG_0831

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St. John Damascene accepted monasticism at the monastery of St. Sava the Sanctified and there bestowed his wonderworking icon [of the Mother of God of Three Hands]. The Lavra presented the icon “Of Three Hands” in blessing to St. Sava, Archbishop of Serbia (+ 1237, January 12). During the time of an invasion of Serbia by the Turks, some Christians who wanted to protect the icon, entrusted it to the safekeeping of the Mother of God Herself. They placed it upon a donkey, which without a driver proceeded to Athos and stopped in front of the Hilandar monastery. The monks put the icon in the monastery’s cathedral church (katholikon). During a time of discord over the choice of igumen, the Mother of God deigned to head the monastery Herself, and from that time Her holy icon has occupied the igumen’s place in the temple. At the Hilandar monastery there is chosen only a vicar, and from the holy icon the monks take a blessing for every obedience.

Source: http://oca.org/saints/lives/2016/06/28/101839-icon-of-the-mother-of-god-of-the-three-hands


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Below is transcript of a talk I gave at the 2015 Orthodox Young Professionals Retreat held in Santa Fe, New Mexico. The title of the event was “Sanctifying Time and Space: Privilege and Responsibility as an Orthodox Young Professional”.  To my surprise someone took the time to write out a transcript of my talk for Ancient Faith Radio.  I could post the written version I initially prepared, but the transcript includes more than what I planned to say.  Enjoy!


Thanks for having me. It was a long trip, but it’s very beautiful here. The only thing it lacks is the ocean, because where I live, it’s all ocean! Mountains, but ocean.

The topic tonight is “Work as Prayer: Uniting Our Divided Selves”: Creative ways to employ prayer and watchfulness in our everyday work lives. As Valerie said, I’ve lived in Greece for a number of years, and while I lived there, I would frequently visit women’s monasteries, not only for spiritual respite, but because I loved working alongside the sisterhoods. They work a great deal to sustain their monastery, sometimes all hours of the day if need be. And I was more than happy to work with them to the point of exhaustion. Once, after a long day in such work, we were sitting with the abbess in the courtyard, enjoying the cool evening air, when she commented, “Work, when combined with prayer, becomes prayer,” and it is to this idea, this principle, that I wish to speak with you tonight.

st-nikodemosoftheholymountainSt. Nikodemos the Hagiorite says Christians should regard their occupations and handiwork as sidelines and not as vocations, for the sake of earning their livelihood, and that they should regard prayer and piety as their work and occupation. When the cunning Pharisees, wishing to entrap Christ, asked him whether or not they should pay tax to Caesar, Christ responded with a question: “Whose image is depicted on the denarius coin?” And the Pharisees responded that Caesar’s image was on it. And Christ’s answer was, “Pay to Caesar what is Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s.” What did he mean, “Pay to God what is God’s”? Well, just as the denarius was imprinted with Caesar’s image and therefore belonged to Caesar, so we are imprinted, we are created, in the image of God, and therefore we owe him our very selves. Perhaps this is what Christ meant by that. Thus, as St. Nikodemos states, prayer and piety must be our primary occupation, because it is by means of these things that we give to God what is God’s.

Being made of dirt and clay, however, I think it is easy to make man earthly cares his primary priority. No matter what our occupation, whether we be a corporate lawyer or a talented barista, the temptation is there for us to become so occupied with our job that we forget our first love, as St. John the Theologian says in Revelation, that is, the spiritual life. When we are busy and tired, the first things we let slide are usually our prayer life, the reading of holy Scriptures and godly books, and, worse still, church attendance. Work, however, maintaining a job or being a professional, are just the context within which we are called to live, move, and have our being in Christ as Orthodox Christians. So just as the sisters, when employed in prayer, create an environment of prayer and watchfulness in their work, so we can employ practical tools enabling us to watch and pray, lest we fall into temptation in our everyday work lives.

Now, I’m going to share with you some helpful tips, or at least things I find helpful. As I’ve said, the primary work of a monastic is prayer, and although monastics work a great deal, their work is always, or ought to be, combined with prayer. We, too, can accomplish this by becoming creative in our workplaces. Wherever we are, at all times, we can struggle to say the Jesus prayer. All prayer is good and beneficial, but the Jesus prayer is our most prized possession as Orthodox Christians. The holy saints of our Church have given us a treasure. Through their ascetic struggle to acquire the Holy Spirit by means of unceasing prayer, they have passed down to us this perfected form of prayer.

The prayer, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me,” is a confession of faith, my professor of dogmatics theology once told a classroom full of students. It is a confession that God became man; the person of God the Word, that is, Christ Jesus, became incarnate. With this prayer, we ask for his mercy. Mercy, according to patristic theology, is the compassion of God which is expressed as the kingdom of God. So when we say this simple but theologically profound prayer, we are in fact supplicating Christ to bring us his kingdom. As Orthodox Christians, we know the whole goal of our earthly life is to attain and transcend to the heavenly kingdom. So we also know that this prayer is the best and most simple way to keep our focus on Christ and constantly seek his mercy, his compassion, and his kingdom.

Now, you may tell me, “But I can’t focus on my work if I’m constantly saying the Jesus prayer!” Well, there are two perspectives. One is that we should struggle to pray in all circumstances, regardless of how much concentration our job requires. And the other is that we must make a concerted effort to take the time to stop what we are doing to offer God our attention.

blessed makrinaI’ll give you an example of the first perspective. There’s an abbess whom I love with all my heart who reposed in 1995, so I never had a chance to meet her, but I have read her books that are written in Greek, and, God willing, this book that she has will be translated into English, and she has helped many, many people, not only in Greece but also in North America. Her monastery was located in a village outside of city called Volos in Greece. She was the spiritual daughter of Elder Joseph the Hesychast. I’m sure some of you or many of you know of Elder Joseph the Hesychast, and for those of you who don’t, I supplicate you to run as fast as you can to acquire his books, because he is amazing.

So Gerontissa worked from the age of nine, because her parents had both reposed and she had to take care of herself and her brother. At the age of 12, she had found work in a tobacco factory. Her job was to count all of the cigarettes to make sure that there was always, I think it was 25 in each cigarette packet. But after some time she grew tired of this, because she thought, “If I’m counting and my mind is occupied with counting, I cannot pray freely.” So finally she just said, “Panagia”—which is a Greek term of endearment for the Mother of God; it means All-holy One—“Panagia, you count; I’ll pray.” After that she stopped counting, and there was always the right amount of cigarettes in the packet.

Alternatively, if we can’t say the Jesus prayer continually like Gerontissa Makrina did, and not only Gerontissa Makrina—there are people in the world who have acquired this prayer of the heart, this unceasing prayer—but if we are not able to or if we’re not able to yet, we should at least make a point to stop what we are doing, let’s say every ten minutes or so, to at least say one time, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me. O Most-holy Theotokos, save me.” We could at very least say, “Lord, have mercy” or “Glory to God.” Think of all the small talk and chatter we engage in throughout the day. All we need to do is engage in small talk with God. Take the time and make the effort to keep his name on our lips as much as possible. The whole point is to constantly direct and redirect our hearts and minds toward God, to have remembrance of God in all we do.

I’ll share another story that will hopefully elaborate on what I’m trying to get at. So my professor again, who himself is a huge example for me—he was married, had a family, worked a regular job: he was at this Aristotle University in Thessaloniki—he would often tell us, even though he’s a professor of dogmatic theology—not “even though”… He was a professor of dogmatic theology, and in order to teach us dogmatic theology, he would often employ his own lived experience of the faith. He had a very close relationship with the newly canonized Paisios of Mount Athos, and he did this in order for us to understand that dogmatic theology and all theology, but dogmatic which particularly I think is easy for us to assume is academic, he did it in order to show us that it isn’t an academic: it is the lived experience of God, and it’s the common lived experience. He would often, in his lectures, go into these amazing little stories that would really help us.

He told us this story of how he and a friend of his had gone to a monastery. They had attended the Divine Liturgy. Afterwards they went to greet the elder that was there, and the elder said to my professor’s friend, “Where were you during the service?” And my professor’s friend said, “I was here. I was in the church.” He said, “No, you weren’t.” So my professor comes to his friend’s defense, and he says, “No, really, Geronda! He was here. I was with him. We were together.” And he says, “No, he wasn’t here. He was out serving the land he wants to buy, thinking about what he wants to build there.” The man, of course, was dumbfounded by the elder’s prophetic words because he understood that, while his body was in church, he was not in church, because his mind wasn’t and his heart wasn’t.

Christ said, “Where your heart is, there will your treasure be also.” So where is our heart? Where is our mind, our attention, our desire? We must struggle to have remembrance of God, to offer him our attention, our prayer, throughout the day. If our mind strays, we shouldn’t become distraught. We should just call it back, even if it happens a thousand times, the point is to struggle. Our thoughts have such strength that, as we saw in the above story, they can carry us away from God. Conversely, they can carry us toward God. In that way, even when our bodies are in secular work environments, our minds and our hearts don’t have to be separate from God.

mobmain2-w300h414There’s another story: St. Nicholas Planas, who was a saint in Athens. He also… There’s a similar experience, where there’s a woman who was present in church, but when St. Nicholas Planas went with the censer, and he was censing the people, he skipped over her, and he went to the empty seats and he censed the empty seats. Afterwards, the woman asked him, “Fr. Nicholas, why did you miss me and cense the other empty seats?” He said, “Well, I didn’t cense you because you weren’t here; your mind was elsewhere. And I censed the empty seats because so-and-so who’s sick at home couldn’t come but desired to be here. This is where her heart was.”

When we’re at the photocopier or we’re walking through the office, when we’re going about our work, we can pray. We can think over the Scriptures, books we’ve read. We can sing psalms or hymns—obviously inside ourselves. There is so much at our disposal to turn our heart and mind toward God. This is what watchfulness is: to be guarding our senses by means of occupying our mind with remembrance of God. Christ taught us a good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart, but guarding our senses and occupying our mind with prayer, our heart will not only have the evil expelled, that is, become purified of the passions, it will become an abode for the Holy Trinity, a dwelling-place, a room for God to lay his head. It will, in other words, store up good things.

And by practicing watchfulness, our conscience becomes more sensitive, and this conscientious state of mind begins to seep into our actions and re-actions, in the way we speak or the types of conversations we avoid. We don’t need to isolate ourselves in the workplace to the point of scandalizing others, but we can be mindful of what interactions we engage in and what kinds of conversations and activities we avoid, purposely avoid, in order to avoid displeasing Christ. When we make this watchful effort, when we are mindful of guarding ourselves, our senses, then we will feel the grace of God more acutely, and know intuitively when we engage in God-pleasing activities, or, alternatively, when we have displeased God. This is the spiritual state we are striving to attain: to become temples of the Holy Spirit. This is sanctity.

The saints, both old and new, living and reposed, see despite obstacles, they work miracles, and their prayers have great effect because they have boldness before God on account of this perpetual state of prayer and watchfulness, a state attainable by all Christians, whether monastic or lay, whether working in a bakery or in the middle of Times Square. St. Silouan the Athonite wrote:

My soul yearns after the Lord, and I seek him in tears. How could I do other than seek thee? for thou first did seek and find me, and gavest me to delight in thy Holy Spirit, and my soul fell to loving thee. Hadst thou not drawn me with thy love, I could not seek thee as I seek thee now, but thy Spirit gave me to know thee, and my soul rejoices that thou art my God and my Lord.

We, too, can have this radical, all-encompassing love and experience this radical and all-encompassing love in our everyday work lives, in our everyday lives, if only we make the smallest of efforts. And the more effort we make, the more God’s grace enlightens and strengthens us, and, alternatively, the more progress we make in the spiritual life. All that is required is to seek first the kingdom of God.

Something else that is beneficial and will have a positive effect on our personal and work lives is to pray for those we interact with throughout the day, whether in person or over the phone, or even if we’re just doing paperwork. I know of people who, when reading or recording someone’s information or listening to them speaking, they will pray for that person. Just a simple, “Lord, have mercy on your servant,” is all that is necessary to unite us to others through prayer, and this is the work of a true Christian: to love one another, and through this love to grow and cultivate our love for God even more.

st-john-chrysostomSt. John the Chrysostom says, “God created trades so that our life might be held together by them, not so that we might detach ourselves from spiritual concerns, but so that we might serve one another.” In this way, we acquire God’s blessing for ourselves and for those we pray for, work with, and serve. We should pray especially for those co-workers or individuals who bother us, upset us, or wrong us. In all these circumstances, God is giving us a golden opportunity to make great spiritual strides, if only we accept being wrong with a humble heart, which of course is very difficult to do. But this is what it means to love those who hate us.

When Christ was teaching the apostles these things, he was not only speaking about the physical torture that they would come upon and the hatred that they would come upon when they went out into the world; he was talking to us, too, in our own particular circumstances. The truth is people often experience great turmoil at work and conflicts with co-workers. It is here that our spiritual battle exists. Will we struggle to show love to those who make our life challenging? Will we sacrifice ourselves, our wills, our opinions, our “I know best” kind of attitudes in order to be Christian examples to those around us? This is what we are called to in our workplaces: to actively love one another. This is what we’re called to do in our life.

The spiritual arena we do battle in as Orthodox Christians living in the world is this kind of arena: how we interact with and react to our co-workers, bosses, managers, clients. We must employ watchfulness in this spiritual arena. We must pay attention to our thoughts and feelings. We must ask ourselves: Where is my mind: wandering all over the place or concentrated on the task at hand? Am I struggling to keep the Lord’s name present in all I do? Am I being honest in my work? Am I being fair?

Above all, we must pray for God to enlighten us, to grant us the great virtue of discernment so that we know what it means to truly work as Christians, make decisions as Christians, and to balance virtues of humility with our particular job. People often worry that being humble would result in them being treated as doormats. Namely, if they are not assertive enough in the workplace, people will walk all over them. We need to pray for God to enlighten us so that we can do our job well and with appropriate assertiveness and confidence, while never relinquishing our personal commitment to humility and love. It is not an easy struggle, but it is our struggle, our spiritual arena.

And we mustn’t think that sporadic prayer throughout the day is the only method of prayer we ought to employ. Prayer throughout the day is the bare minimum. We must also remember Christ’s admonition: When you pray, enter into your room, and when you shut your door, pray to your Father who sees in secret. We need to make a regular… We need to make time for a regular rule of prayer that we commit to and faithfully complete every day. Personal rules of prayer are essential, not only for growth in the spiritual life, but for our everyday well-being.

So now I’m going to read an excerpt from a story that I wrote in my second book that, God willing, will be published sometime. But I have a feeling that my editor will want me to explain that this is not a polished version, so it’s a rough draft, let’s say. But I really wanted to share this with you. For me it’s a very important topic. This story is called, “Drink of This, All of You: Keeping a Prayer Rule.”

It is a custom in the Orthodox Church for the faithful to keep personal rules of prayer, some form of set prayers said daily, whether it is praying the matins or compline services, a set number of Jesus prayers, or making prostrations—it varies from person to person. It is usually given to us by our priest or spiritual father. Sometimes the individual Christian chooses it, but it ought to always be taken on with a blessing. Our prayer rule is our unique and personal connection to Christ. Similar to a medical prescription, our prayer rule is a spiritual prescription, particular to our illness, to our soul, and to the needs of our soul.

When we miss our prayer rule, especially if we miss it frequently, not only do we not become healthy, but we in fact become more ill. As the ever-memorable Abbess Makrina taught:

This is the same Makrina that I spoke of earlier. So she says:

Many times we neglect our prayer rule, saying, “I’ll do it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow,” and they pile up. The soul weakens, just as the body weakens when we don’t give it the necessary calories, and it begins to break down, and we are darkened, because we consider everything that we must be careful of to be insignificant and unimportant. The body begins to become fat while the soul collapses. Later we say, “My mind has become dim. I don’t remember God. I am darkened. I am not able to pray.” It is because the soul is hungry. It is not being fed and nourished by the body. In this way, the body is not given strength, and the soul becomes ill.

There was once a nun who was lax when it came to her prayer rule. Although she had dedicated her life to monasticism, she had forgotten her first love and neglected to complete her prayer rule every day. At the end of her life, while [she] lay dying on her bed, she struggled greatly, unable to take her last breath. Her fellow nuns observed this and asked the abbess why it was that their sister and co-struggler was not able to give up her spirit. After praying, the abbess discerned that this was a result of the nun’s failure to faithfully complete her prayer rule. So the abbess advised the sisterhood to begin praying to make up for the prayers the sister ought to have completed. Once the sisterhood had fulfilled the necessary amount of prayers on behalf of the negligent nun, she took her last breath, and her soul departed.

When we keep a rule of prayer with a blessing, we are not only protected from spiritual delusion, but prayer does not becoming something we really do when or if we feel like it. For this would make our spiritual life subject to our ever-changing and fickle will—the last thing we should put our trust in—whereas, with the blessing from our spiritual father or priest, we approach our prayer rule the way we would a medical prescription. By taking the prescribed dosage on a daily basis, we gradually become healed of our particular spiritual illness. However, this spiritual medication cannot have an effect if we do not make an effort to take it regularly.

Once, when I had the opportunity to speak with a holy abbess about prayer, she told me, “We can sit down and say the Jesus prayer for hours every night, but if our mind is wandering all over the place, there is no profit in that. The purpose of a prayer rule is to offer God our attention, morning and evening, to focus on him.” There is no such thing as a small or large prayer rule, the abbess went on to tell me. There is just a personal rule of prayer. We need to make sure we keep it faithfully every day, no matter what. We shouldn’t try and take on too much. We should just do those prayers our spiritual father prescribes for us. If we take on too much, we’ll end up not being able to do that which was first given to us. The abbess not only taught me that keeping a prayer rule consistently is of extreme importance, no matter the size, but her simple words that evening opened my eyes to the reality that a prayer rule is like a medical prescription. However, it’s up to us whether we become healthy.

hqdefaultSo let’s look at a few more practical tips that help us employ prayer and watchfulness in our everyday work lives, on top of keeping our prayer rule. Years ago I heard a homily by a Greek priest who lived in Athens. His name was Fr. Andreas Konanos. I don’t know if anyone knows of him, but his homilies are very beautiful, and in this particular homily, he talked about spiritualizing things, everyday, mundane tasks. Some of the examples he gives are domestic, but it just gives an example of how, when we’re creative and when we are really seeking to live a spiritual life, then we can find… we can look at every opportunity as an opportunity to become holy.

Fr. Andreas described, for example, how when we are in our kitchen cutting an onion, and our eyes begin to water on account of the vapors, we should use this for our own spiritual gain. Even though the tears are not proceeding from a contrite heart in actuality, we can use them for our own devices and reflect on our sins, “cry for our sins,” as Fr. Andreas said. He mentioned using simple things as opportunities for prayer, like taking off our coat. When we take off our coat, we can say an internal prayer, “Just as I take off this coat, so remove my sins from me, O Lord.”

Similarly, I once heard a talk by a spiritual daughter of the newly-canonized St. Porphyrios, who said the elder once asked her if she did prostrations as a part of her daily rule of prayer. Prostrations are when we make the sign of the cross, and we bow down and our head sort of makes contact with the floor or close to it, and we get back up. So this is what the elder asks his spiritual daughter, and she says, “No, Geronda! I thought prostrations were just for monastics and clergy.” And he says, “I know you did. That’s why I asked you! You should do prostrations, because they’re an external posture of humility,” he told her. “Even when you are cooking and your fork falls on the floor, instead of becoming irritated, you should kneel to pick it up, make a prostration, and thank the Lord.”

In his commentary on the Gospel passage concerning the mammon of unrighteousness, St. Kyril of Alexandria says the following:

The Lord of all, therefore, requires us to be thoroughly constant in our exertions after virtue, and to fix our desires on a better and holy life, setting ourselves free from the distractions of the world, that we may serve him continually and with undivided affections.

This, in that sense, is what Fr. Andreas’ and St. Porphyrios’ advice is directed at: fixing our desires on a holy life in all circumstances, that we may serve the Lord continually. This is the whole idea—when we’re driving in our car, when we’re walking into work, when we’re eating our lunch or interacting with our co-workers—to constantly seek after the virtuous life. I’m sure anyone who’s ever done a Great Books program or the foundation year, you all know how important the virtuous life is. As Orthodox Christians, we have actually found the perfected form of it.

bm5lxxyicaid_e7Again, St. Porphyrios says, “Look on all things as opportunities to be sanctified.” It’s not about where we work; it’s about the disposition of our heart that makes keeping Christ’s commandments possible. I know it’s difficult out there in the world in a secular environment, with a great deal of distractions and negative influences, but it is possible, as St. Porphyrios said, and as he himself did, to become a saint even in the middle of the city. This is because it is not about where our physical bodies are, but where our heart is, our attention, our desire.

There’s a story, there’s a tradition that says that some of the Fathers who lived on Mt. Athos, which is a peninsula in Greece of thousand-year-old monasteries, that some of the Fathers who lived on Athos but their heart and mind were occupied with the world, that during the general resurrection when we’re all resurrected, that these Fathers’ bodies will actually be resurrected in the world, and that those people who lived in the world but their heart and mind were on Athos, that their bodies will be resurrected on Athos. So this is the idea: it’s where our mind is and where our heart is that matters. It’s not about where our bodies are.

Reading the lives of the saints on a daily basis will also help us greatly in our spiritual battle, or as often as we can; it doesn’t necessarily have to be on a daily basis, but it’s wonderful if it can be on a daily basis. We can learn from their example. We can apply certain elements of their way of life to our own. It takes a great deal of discernment, but we will be praying for God to enlighten us, and we will put our trust in him to guide us on the straight and narrow path. St. John the Russian, for example, became sanctified by faithfully serving his Muslim master. For those of you who don’t know St. John’s story—forgive me if you do know it—he was a Russian soldier who went to battle against the Turks, with other Russian young men. They were captured, and many of them were killed; many of them were killed for their faith.

St. John was not killed. He instead was taken into slavery by a Turkish agha, so, “master” is what it is. So although he was enslaved and he lived in a stable, he exhibited such virtue and commitment to serving his master that the agha and his wife gradually grew to love their meek and humble slave. From morning until night, the saint served his Turkish master, fulfilling all his commands. He performed his duties in the winter cold and in the summer heat, half-naked and barefoot. Other slaves frequently mocked him, seeing his zeal, but St. John never became angry with them. On the contrary, he helped them when he could, and he comforted them in their misfortune.

200px-iconjohnrussianWhen not laboring for his master, St. John labored for the Master of all with prayer and good works—or I should say while: even though he was laboring for his master, he was also laboring for the Master of all with prayer and good works. He would always make sure to go to church and receive holy Communion. Over time, his agha actually grew very rich, and he made no qualms about attributing all of his wealth and good fortune to his faithful Christian servant, John. They even actually offered him to move into a better living quarters, but he refused, because he preferred the humble stable, because it reminded him of our Lord and Savior who also was born into this humble abode, a stable.

So St. John is just one of many saints that we can look to. Like St. John, we should love our bosses, our managers, our co-workers, and we should serve them with a happy heart, striving to keep the commandments of loving God and our neighbor. It’s not always easy and it’s a struggle to love, but it’s our struggle to love everyone and to work with them by employing all Christian virtue. We should look at our boss as a microcosm of Christ, our manager as a microcosm of Christ, regardless of how he or she lives. It doesn’t matter how they live. For this relationship that we have with them is an opportunity for us to serve Christ through serving them. That is what St. John the Russian did. He was entirely devoted to serving his master, because he was a Christian, and Christians work, act, re-act, and interact with Christian virtues of obedience, humility, and love.

Another particular method of employing prayer and keeping in mind the example of saints is to have small, discreet icons and written prayers throughout… strategically placed at our desks. Now, if we are able to, we could have large icons. I know a doctor who keeps a relic of St. Panteleimon in his office. If we’re able to, it’s wonderful, but if we’re not able to, we can keep little, discreet things. I, for example, really would keep this little icon of the Protection of the Mother of God at my desk at work and St. Gregory Palamas. I had underneath my keyboard a Post-It note with the kontakion of St. George written on it, because, for me, St. George is a perfect example of a Christian working a secular job. In retrospect, I probably could have had the kontakion somewhere obvious, but I’ve always liked keeping things hidden, in secret. A great deal of our spiritual striving should be done in secret. So let’s just say that I hid his kontakion underneath my keyboard out of this desire to serve God secretly rather than out of vainglory or out of concern for what other people would think.

Another practical tip is for us to remember the saints of the day. Let’s say, for example, that we’re taking notes or making a list. If it’s for our own personal use, when we write the date, we can also write who the saint of the day is. For example, today is October 16, so I think it’s the martyr Longinus, the centurion who was the one who put the spear in Christ’s side and then the water and blood that came out actually healed his eye ailment, and he became a Christian. He went back to his native Cappadocia and preached Christ.

Let’s say I’m going to write—I don’t know—in my journal tonight. I would write: October 16, and above it, I would write: St. Longinus the Martyr, because I always feel like it’s really important for me… These people lived and served Christ perfectly. That is why they’re called saints. They acquired Christ in themselves, whether it was through a life of asceticism or it was in a moment of martyrdom. I feel like I have a responsibility as a Christian and as a person who I say and I pretend at least, if I don’t do it authentically, to live as a Christian, I have a duty to remember these people, to call upon them to help me, and for me to actually try to model my life after them.

george03So let me go back to St. George for a minute, though, and his kontakion underneath my keyboard. He was a soldier, and because he applied the Christian virtue of not fearing death to his work, that is why he was such a great soldier and everyone loved him. That is why the emperor was extremely grieved to hear that he was a Christian, because George was known to be a very brave soldier. He applied his Christian virtue to his work, just like we are able, in our own particular circumstances, to apply Christian virtue to our work. He didn’t fear death because as Christians we shouldn’t fear death; we don’t fear death. We only fear being separated from God in this life and in the next.

So every morning when I sat down at my desk, I would turn my computer on, I would lift my keyboard, and I would pray St. [George]‘s kontakion. St. George worked in the world. He maintained a job, and he kept the commandments of Christ. There came a time, of course, when he needed to confess his faith, and it resulted in his martyrdom, the event which single-handedly confirmed his high position in the kingdom of heaven. But until then he was no different [from] you or [I]. He was a Christian, working and praying and loving Christ.

Even great monastic saints borrowed from the example of faithful Christians living in the world, so we have no excuse. We’re not going to be able to go to the Judgment and plead innocent because we were busy with our jobs or we were too tired to make an effort, because we know that there are people who, even though they lived in the world, acquired this kind of state of sanctity. So listen to this following story that perhaps some of you or many of you know that illustrates that the Gospel isn’t just for monastics; it’s for everyone.

St. Anthony the Great, the father of monasticism, once prayed, “Lord, reveal to me how a faithful person in the city, among the noise, can reach the spiritual level of an ascetic who dwells in the deep desert.” St. Anthony hears a voice that says to him, “The Gospel is the same for all men, Anthony, and if you want to confirm this, how one who does the will of God is saved and sanctified wherever he is, go to Alexandria to the cobbler’s store who is simple and poor.” So St. Anthony travels into the city and he visits this cobbler, and he questions him as to how he lives and how he spends his days. The cobbler tells him, “I, Abba, have never done anything good. I only struggle to keep the holy teachings of the Gospel, and furthermore I try never to forget to never overlook my shortcomings and my spiritual fruitlessness. Therefore, as I work during the day, I think and say to myself: O wretched man! All will be saved, and only you will remain fruitless. Because of your sin you will never be worthy to see God’s face!”

Hearing this, St. Anthony responded, “Thank you, O Lord!” and he embraced the cobbler with love and said, “And thank you, O holy man. Thank you, for you taught me how easy it is, with only a humble mind, for someone to live in the grace of paradise!” All the way back to the desert, St. Anthony contemplated the great virtue of humility, and said to himself, “Humility—this therefore is the quickest path to the gate of paradise. Humility is the robe which clothed himself with and came to earth as man.” So in discussing prayer and watchfulness and how our whole life can become a living sacrifice to Christ’s love, if we make a little effort, we should never forget the great role of humility in this our effort.

191020-pPerfectly capturing the whole essence of this virtue of humility, the New Martyr Fr. Daniel Sysoev says the following. I just need to pause for one second because Fr. Daniel, he reposed in 2009. He was a missionary priest in Moscow. He did… He taught so much. He converted, for example, 200 Protestants in the city of Moscow. I don’t know where he found them, but he converted them. They were baptized Orthodox Christians. He did a lot of work with the Muslim population. He was asked to publicly debate imams, and so he did. He was a bold teacher, and he was a true follower of Christ, and because of this the fruit of his work is testified to by the fact that God made him worthy of martyrdom. On November 19, after he had served the Divine Liturgy, a Muslim man entered the church, and as Fr. Daniel turned from the royal doors there in the center of the church, the man shot him dead. So this holy person who not only taught but lived this kind of life, he says the following about humility. I think it’s so sweet and so funny.

I’ll tell you this. If you want to be proud, go right ahead, but be proud of the things you’ve done without your soul, for your soul was given to you by God. Be proud of what you’ve done without your hands, because your hands were also given you by God. Without your legs, without your head, without your torso—everything that’s left is all yours, but what’s left? Nothing is left. It’s all very simple. You can be proud of what you did before you were born, for your birth was also given you by God.

So we watch, we pray, and we do all of this with great humility so that we not only attract the grace of God, but we safeguard it and we grow in love and knowledge of God.

I entitled this talk, “Work as Prayer: Uniting our Divided Selves,” but what I’m trying to convey is this division is not only unnecessary but is in fact counterproductive to our spiritual life. There should be no division between my work self and my Orthodox Christian self. In all we do, if we employ prayer and watchfulness, then this perceived division that oftentime hinders us from advancing in the spiritual life is obliterated. Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and to the ages. That is how we should be constant in our exertion after virtue, as St. Kyril says. At your work, whatever it may be, you can becomes saints, St. Porphyrios says. Through meekness, patience, and love, make a new start every day, with a new resolution, with enthusiasm and love, prayer and silence, not with anxiety.

So regarding this Christian concept of making a new beginning every day, a holy elder who lived just outside of Thessaloniki, whose name was Elder Symeon, I just recently found out a few days ago that he reposed actually. I think it was September 30. He says the following about this making a new beginning, and this is what’s so important because humility doesn’t allow us to become discouraged when we don’t do what we had wanted us to do. Humility allows us to say, “Of course I didn’t do what I was supposed to do, because I cannot do it unless God gives me the grace to do it.” Elder Symeon says this:

The Fathers of the Orthodox Church feel the need to make a new beginning, namely, to start living rightly at each moment, to start the spiritual life at every instant. Every day the saints made a new start and without realizing it they reached the ultimate destination. Therefore, while making a beginning, someone appears to be at the start, and yet doing this, he finds that he has reached his ultimate destination.

And he gives an example:

A small child desires to climb the staircase which leads to his house. He raises his little foot to the first step and tries to raise his other foot, too. He doesn’t manage to, and falls. The little child tries again, and again doesn’t manage. And again he tries, and again he falls. He continues his effort without considering that he failed once, twice, three times. This reality of failure does not bother him at all. The child’s mother watches him from the upper landing without him noticing. Seeing her child’s effort and that he isn’t at all bothered by his failure, she descends, takes the child in her arms, and the child ascends the staircase upright. We could say that somewhat this resembles man’s attempt to live the spiritual life. Man needs to show that he wants to spiritually progress and to attract God by his labor.

I just think this is an awesome line:

For if man doesn’t do that which he can, God won’t do what we as human beings choose not to do. Man is unable to create a spiritual life on his own; rather, the spiritual life is a gift of uncreated grace. All we have to do is make an effort, guard our senses, and struggle to pray continually with attention, placing our trust and hope on Christ, and we will ascend outright, as the elder says.

I want to leave you with this simple but profound exchange found in the Sayings of the Desert Fathers.

Abba Lot went to see Abba Joseph, and he said to him, “Abba, as far as I can, I say my little office. I fast, I pray, I meditate, I live in peace, and as far as I can, I purify my thoughts. What else am I to do? What else can I do?”

Then Abba Joseph stood up, stretched his hands towards heaven, and his fingers became like ten lamps of fire, and he said to him, “If you wish, you can become all flame.”

cf83cf85cebcceb5cf89cebd-cebd-ceb8ceb5cebfcebbcebfceb3sf-simeon-noul-teologsmallTruly, brothers and sisters, if we wish, we can become all flame, even in the midst of our workplace. Work, when combined with prayer, becomes prayer. It’s the practical application of our obligation to love God with all our heart, all our soul, all our strength, and all our mind. It is the means to becoming all flame for the love of Christ. Then we will experience a perfect union with God, and no longer feel any kind of internal fractured vision, because perfect love casts out confusion and division and allows Almighty God to enthrone himself in our heart. Thank you.

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